I’ve had an epiphany…

Over the last couple of days I’ve been going out and doing some parkour-like activities with David (and Zayn yesterday) and I’ve been thinking a lot about where I stand with parkour. The thing is, due to my own lack if training, there is quite a large gap between m ability level and David’s ability level, and even more so between our confidence levels. Because of this, I often find myself not doing he same things as David when training and I just sit about nt really doing anything.

I guess what I’m trying to say is I don’t really enjoy it as much anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I like to move and I love to explore but going training with the same people I used to train with 5 years ago really shows the difference in ability and I feel quite embarrassed by it. When I’m with David and the others, I prefer to film or take photos.

So I don’t know what to do. I think I’m going to have to o away and train quite a lot in private and see if I can improve my standard. I’m not happy with my level of ability and I think that is the key decdi factor. If I was happy, I wouldn’t even be posting this.

But yeah, just on a bit of a downer today because it’s my last day off today as well. Days away from work always seem to go too fast and days at work go way too slow, even when I’m on a 3 finish.

Best go, have fun today who ever might be reading this.
~matt

Gutted much

Hello everyone

I am at Abi’s today (and tomorrow) and going to my mate David’s on Monday until Wednesday so don’t expect too much in the way of updates over the next few weeks. I think it’s only fair I spend my time with my girlfriend and mates for a bit. Also, I have forgotten to bring my iPhone plug (like a plonker) so I’m a bit limited to how much I can use Twitter. Might have to buy a new plug tomorrow…

Also, I didn’t get the Digital Designer job I was after, it went to someone with more experience, which is a fair shout I guess. The team itself is only about 5 months old so they are looking to build the back bone of it, which requires experience. They did say that I had done very well in the test, proving my strong technical skills, and that they feel my skills would be an excellent asset for the team. So I’ve booked in some time with the people that did the interview to get some detailed feedback (at their suggestion) and will apply again next time a role becomes available.

On a more fun note, me and Abi went in to town earlier to spend some of her money. I spent a bit of mine on some Marvel Civil War books, adding to my building collection. We had a bit of a chat which was essentially me explaining the interlinking between the current and future marvel films (leading up to the Avengers movie) and things that happen in the comics. I also saw some hi-top DC’s which I liked in JD sports but they were £60 (even though they are only £40 online!) which was a bit too much for me to be spending.

Anyways, I’m gonna go now. Abi asked me to wake her up after an hour, but it’s been almost an hour and a half. She was really sleepy so I wanted her to get some rest.

Lub x
~Matt

Tomorrow is always a better day…

So the last couple of weeks have been pretty tough, especially at work. Nothing really seems to have gone my way at work. Every time I think I’m making progress with a query, something else pops up and I have to deal with that. There’s a query I’ve been trying to look at for almost 2 weeks now and I feel like I’m ramming my head against a brick wall at the moment.

On a happier note, I had a second interview for the Digital Designer role I’ve applied for at work. Not sure how accurate they were with the numbers, but they said out of 20 applicants that 3 had got second interviews (me being one of them) so I must have done something right. I guess at the minute it’s a case of which face fits. The interview was on Monday and they said they would were hoping to made a decision by the end of the week (tomorrow!). So I’ve been kinda giddy since then, waiting to hear back. With it being Thursday today, part of me just wanted to stay sat at my desk waiting for my phone to ring, but unfortunately I had training sessions to teach and things to do. I’m kind of an impatient person and I’m dying to hear back, whether it’s good news or not. I have a good feeling and I have learnt to trust my gut feelings recently. But I’m trying really hard not to get too psyched up about the job, because if I do that and then don’t get the job I’ll be gutted.

Not sure if I’ve mentioned it on here before, but I’m to Leeds festival over the August bank holiday. So looking forward to it. It’s going to be my first music festival, but I’m off with Abi, Ryan and Ash (Ryan’s mate) and I reckon it’s going to be a right laugh. Me and Ryan have been thinking about what we’re going to take clothes wise and we thought it would be cool if we got some New Era baseball caps. So obviously, I went and got a black pinstriped Iron Man one! Haha. Not sure if I’m really cool enough to wear it, but oh well, it’ll be a laugh at the very least. I’ve also bought some nice SkullCandy headphones which I’m well happy with. Only two bad things about them though. Firstly, no sharing music with them in. Secondly, no hands free for my iPhone. But it’s not the end of the world and the sound quality is so mint. And they are comfy as hell.

I went snowboarding on Monday for the first time in ages. I hurt my calf muscle but I tried to keep going for as long as possible. I bombed it down the slope for the first few runs, but then I started trying to work on my turns. They weren’t really quick or anything, but I was really proud of the progress I made on my turns after not having done them in ages. I’ve also started going to the gym with Ryan. Been once a week for the last couple of weeks but am aiming to go a couple of times if we can get flexi sorted out at work. Feeling a bit sore the next day, but at least I know it’s working if I’m sore. If I’m not sore, I know I haven’t worked hard enough.

Alright, I think this is my longest post so far so I’m going to call it a day now. I’m off to work tomorrow, then Manchester to see Abi for the weekend and then down to Luton to stay at my mate, David’s. We’re going to see Jimmy Carr live on Tuesday and I’m so looking forward to it. Also hoping to do some Parkour whilst I’m down there. It should be amazing.

I hope you wont mind me saying I’m keeping everything crossed for tomorrow. If I don’t hear anything back tomorrow though, I have to wait until next Thursday to find out and I don’t know if I’ll be able to concentrate this weekend.

Alright, peace
~Matt

Belated Saturday Post…

Gargh! This is Saturday’s post (I’m sure it’s still Saturday somewhere in the world….) so yeah, please forgive me?

Yesterday was all right, nothing outstanding to mention really. Got my hair cut in the morning, then watched the FA Cup final. Played Sims 3 quite a lot and then watched Doctor Who (which I really like by the way) and then Whole 19 Yards (twice), Britain’s Got Talent and Live At The Apollo (which I had seen before but was still good).

At the minute I’m downloading the demo for Skate 3. It’s meant to be really good, but the Skate games use a different control system to the Tony Hawks games that I used to play, so I just want to see if I can get used to it. If I like it, I might even go out and buy it.

Tomorrow I’m back at work. Was planning on going to the gym for a cycle before work, but I might pass on it now that I know I have my interview in the afternoon. After work me, my uncle and Ryan are going to go snowboarding which is going to be cool. Haven’t been in ages. Then me and Ryan might go to the cinema, possibly to see Hot Tub Time Machine or Iron Man 2. I’ve already seen it once but would definitely go see it again.

Erm.. I think that’s it for this post. I’m going to try and use Twitter more, it’s just getting in to the habit. Basically, I think whenever I update my status on Facebook, I’ll update my Twitter as well. Also, I’m trying to push my blog on Twitter as well but posting when I have a new entry. So you’ll see in my Twit Feed when I have mentioned it XD

Anyways, have fun y’all
~Matt

Crappy Week

Hello everyone. I’m tired. Rather tired. I’ve had a bit of a crap week really. Apart from Tuesday afternoon when I had my test for this job role I’ve applied for. Oh, and at half 3 this afternoon when I got my email asking me back for a 2nd interview! So yeah, feeling pretty good about it. But apart from that, work has been rubbish. And I was an hour and a half late for work (2 hours really but the first half hour is for breakfast!) but Michelle was quite nice about me making it up next week rather then today.

But it’s been a really tiring week. I got in today and went to sleep for a bit. Abi’s asleep as I’m writing this. And I want pizza. I’m actually quite hungry, but then again I haven’t eaten much today.

So I might sign off now and see about getting some food. Keep watching my Twit Feed to the right here, I will try and update it more and more often > > >

Peace out
~Matt