I’ve had an epiphany…
Over the last couple of days I’ve been going out and doing some parkour-like activities with David (and Zayn yesterday) and I’ve been thinking a lot about where I stand with parkour. The thing is, due to my own lack if training, there is quite a large gap between m ability level and David’s ability level, and even more so between our confidence levels. Because of this, I often find myself not doing he same things as David when training and I just sit about nt really doing anything.
I guess what I’m trying to say is I don’t really enjoy it as much anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I like to move and I love to explore but going training with the same people I used to train with 5 years ago really shows the difference in ability and I feel quite embarrassed by it. When I’m with David and the others, I prefer to film or take photos.
So I don’t know what to do. I think I’m going to have to o away and train quite a lot in private and see if I can improve my standard. I’m not happy with my level of ability and I think that is the key decdi factor. If I was happy, I wouldn’t even be posting this.
But yeah, just on a bit of a downer today because it’s my last day off today as well. Days away from work always seem to go too fast and days at work go way too slow, even when I’m on a 3 finish.
Best go, have fun today who ever might be reading this.
~matt